i don’t like being forgotten, i don’t like knowing that i give a shit about them when they just live their life, i don’t like knowing that if i didn’t contact them i wouldn’t hear from them. i hate feeling like that girl that abandoned her friends for a guy. but then again, when i really think about it, im not. i try my hardest to be there for my friends. i try my hardest to not let a guy come between anything. and i dont. so what does that mean for my friends? or are they even my friends to begin with..